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The President
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| I'm so heartbroken.
"When I get upset, I shut down. I go silent and don't talk very much. I'll be in that type of mood that I hate everyone except like one or two people because the world is full of monsters with friendly faces"
So here I am. Acting like nothing's wrong. Pretending like everything went well. Smiling like it doesn't hurt. Laughing like it's okay.
My heart really feel like it's about to burst when I heard that he said he was going to visit me and stuff. Dude does you even care?
He smiles. Yup, of course you can smile. Smile like there's nothing wrong.
Heartbroken. Too many times, but girls believe me this is the worst.
The second I saw that, I was like.. Shock, angry, sad and depressed. All emotions in one situation.
Friends? Yup, We used to be friend when it all first started.
Man, I guess you didn't know that I already knew your relationship with her. That's why you smile at me like nothing ever happen.
I didn't go to school because I can't even see your face at the moment. Think I'm going to puke because of your face. That hypocrite's face of yours.
I'm still shock..
My friends keep on encouraging me and that's so nice of them. Thank you :)
I try to smile, I try to put myself together. Girl you've to be strong!
So here I am. Smiling, laughing and enjoying every moment.
Sekarang ceritanya bukan aku putus cinta. Sekarang ni aku patah hati.
Patah hati dengan putus cinta tak sama kan?
Patah hati adalah satu kombinasi dimana kau sakit hati dengan menyampah.
Siapa kata? Aku kata.
Nak tengok muka kau pun aku dah taknak. Apa lagi nak gurau dengan kau.
Wow. Pandainya kau berlakon. Boleh dapat Grammy awards.
Wow, comelnya kau senyum kat aku. Bataknya aku nak dapat senyuman kau.
Malu. Malu bangga depan kawan-kawan aku yang kau takkan buat macamtu.
Aku tak cakap apa-apa kat kau sebab aku tahu tu bukan hak aku.
Alah, bukannya aku nak kau datang balik kat aku.
Aku cuma terkejut dengan orang yang kau kata "Kawan jela"
Marahnya kau bila aku buat macam-macam yang kau tak suka.
Sukanya aku bila kau buat macamni.
Rahsia? Dengan perempuan? Takpayahlah.
Allah nak tunjuk. Hakikatnya aku yang nampak sendiri dan bukan orang lain yang bagi tahu.
Lemah aku tak lama.
Sedih aku tak berterusan.
Mungkin aku jatuh sekejap.
Sebab kau aku jatuh.
Tapi yang pasti kau bukan penyebab aku bangun.
Sekarang ni aku tengah "Berkabung" Bak kata qyla.
Bukan apa, muhasabah diri.
Yela. Bila benda yang kau jangka takkan berlaku, berlaku jugak.
Mestilah kau terduduk, diam, terkedu. Muhasabahlah diri.
Lepasni, senyuman aku bukan untuk kau.
Ketawa aku bukan untuk kau.
Kau bagaikan dah tak ada dalam perjalanan cerita hidup aku.
Bak kata orang putih. The End.
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